Okay, so maybe it's more likely that the reason I've not been on lj for months is the fact that sometime last year I finally bought a playstation2 - and it has sucked the real-life out of me - and not my enormous load of classes I attend (yeah, right.) But, shit, you gotta face it: Silent Hill 2 fucking rocks. I mean, really. Play it once or twice all the way through and all of a sudden it feels like you live in that creepy-ass town. Seriously. I play the soundtrack everywhere I go, and now this whole world seems like a totally different place. One with monsters.
Anywho, let me sum up my life....
I've pretty much given up going to school for now (I'm planning on attending a recording school in London, ON - Jen, if you're reading this, I just have to say that Canada rocks and I can't wait to fulfill my lifelong wish of being Canadian...), I started reading less and watching cartoons more, I've begun to actually like anime, I started a graphic novel based on a slightly more whimsical version of my life, and I've stopped spending money on things I need and started buying action figures left and right. What does this all mean??? Am I regressing (like my mom says I am)? Or am I just realizing now that my calling in life is to be an uneducated geek who lives with his parents and cannot get enough of Jack's Ultimate Cheeseburger. And for those of you who don't have Jack In The Box (i.e., the entire East Coast), you are seriously missing out, my friends. Unless you are a vegetarian, which I totally understand, mostly due to my one-year stint as a veggie back in high school. I admit it, though, I was finally dragged back to my carnivorous tendencies by the allure of a steamy pepperoni pizza. Interestingly enough, however, when I went back to meat, the first thing I had was a horribly freezer-burned corn dog to which my best friend's microwave showed absolutely no mercy. I ate it anyway. It made me sick because, I guess, my body wasn't used to meat. Or maybe it just wasn't used to rotten meat. Oh, well. Oh, wow, I got off topic.... Where was I? Oh, yes, my recent way of life. So am I bad? I mean, I have future plans, I really do. I've been with my girlfriend for a year and we have a whole timeline planned out. The problem is, it doesn't start until she's done with her undergrad stuff. Til then I'm pretty much trapped here in this sunny Southern California HELL. It could be worse. I could actually live near L.A. Shit, ya know, I totally forgot where I was going with this. If anyone still reads this, please write me and tell that I'm not so sad for wanting to re-live my childhood ten years after it abruptly left me when a girl first broke my heart. Heh. Now if that's not melodramatic... Anyway. That's all for now. Shit, I'm still not tired enough to go to bed and it's 5:20 am.